| Maybe we're crazy baby |
[31 Jul 2005|08:53pm] |
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Last night's show was funfunfun.
minus -
getting hit in the neck by a guy & hayley falling to the ground by the same guy.
plus +
seeing coolcoolcool bands play like Alesana & Remember Eden & This Providence.
minus -
not being able to see Daphne loves Durby play.
plus +
seeing nice people.
minus -
my feet hurting badbadbad.
plus +
the yummmy french fries before hand.
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a good night.
love & kisses & hugs.
me.
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| Stay up talking until two, today's the day your leaving. |
[29 Jul 2005|07:48pm] |
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So right now i'm really bummed.
like really really really bummed.
my bff since 3rd grade just left for FL. where she is now going to live.
i mean at least we got to go out with a bang last night.
the night started off extremely slow.
She got her license so we just amisly drove around snacking on McDonalds fries & looking for something to do. We stopped at Harris Teeter to say hey to Asher while he was on brake.
we talked about nothing really as he smoked millions of ciggarettes. then we left. & decided to get a milk shake at Char-grill.
we had to be home by 9.
so we stopped at Stomping Grounds & Super Target before we went back to my house.
at my house we just sat around deciding what we were going to do.
Then this guy CT called her & asked what we were up too. then he said we should meet him near his house and we could smoke with him.
We had to sneak out of my house. Robert called while we were getting ready. it's about time...he's been in Raleigh for a week.
he asked if we wanted to hang out & so we figured after we chilled with CT.
so we snuck out of my house. scariest thing in my fing life. we sooo thought we were going to get caught. ohmygod.
so we finally left my house & stopped at Wal-Mart to pick up an apple hahahahaha.
so then we finally met up with CT. & smoked w/ an apple....it was pretty strange. we were all pretty messed up & lauren had to drive. it was s-s-scary. she was like trippin out.
so we finally got to Robert's apartment after being lost & crying etcetc.
we got there and chilled there till 4:15 sleeping/watching tv/laugh/being mean/listening to music & just hanging out. it was fun.
then we got home. safe. & didn't get caught.
today we we went to the beach. & got sun. & got to hang out with my future husband Ryan. i swear i'm going to marry him. it was a lot of fun. we drove home home listening to music.
so yeah. i'm sad. but i don't know. whatever.
tomorrow = goin over to hayley's & show.
hope to see you there.
lovelovelove.
::sorry this was sooooo incredibly long::
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| He writes great storylines, he's got those honest eyes. |
[26 Jul 2005|01:00am] |
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Taking back Sunday <3 |
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so today was a wonderful day.
i hung out with Grace who i hadn't seen/talked to in forever.
it made me really really happy.
we ate at Twisted Fork @ Triangle.
& talk alot alot. (it was must needed...i'm filled in on a lot of stuff)
we saw some man who we thought was with a hooker & our waiter was named Sunshine.
And apprently i'm "sultry". hahaha.
i saw a emo boy in girl pants & he had TWO lip rings.
it made me happy.
we walked around & G got a hair brush.
i want to go school shopping sooo bad.
like NOW.
towards the end of the night we just chilled in B&N & listened to music.
it was a lot of fun.
& i missed her a lot.
i want sooo many cds right now.
a) The Academy is...
b) Eisley
c) Blood brothers
d) CocoRosie
e) At the Drive in
f) The Plain white T's
& probarly a lot more but i can't think.
then i came home & watched Laguna Beach & made cookies.
wow. this is my 2nd lj today.
i'm a n-n-nerd.
& i write wayyyy to much.
whatev.
<3 <3 <3
love.
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| .shot.down.with.arrows.from.waves.above. |
[24 Jul 2005|10:26pm] |
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the dresden dolls<3 |
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ugh. i'm in such a bad mood & i don't know why.
i just feel like blahhh.
i want so much right now.
& i have no idea how i'm going to get it.
it sucks.
i just wish i could be happy with everything.
but i'm not.
i'm so jealous of like everyone.
ugh. everything is sooo blahhh.
i'll be in a better mood tomorrow.
hopefully.
proabrly.
yeah deffiently. (ugh i spelled that soo wrong)
whatever.
wow my first lj confession.
the.end.
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| And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. |
[23 Jul 2005|10:33pm] |
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sooo i got back from hayley's house today.
we had a lot of fun last nite.
we went to the movies. where i saw some farmilar faces.
it was werid.
we saw The Island.
it was a pretty rad movie.
but me & hayley had some suggestions to make it better.
then it would have been much more rad.
afterward it was raining so we had to run over to Moe's.
we ate our burrito's or whatever they were as we were dripping water.
it was good though.
Moe's is my new love. i have to say.
we returned back to hayley's & did a lot of much needed talking.
i've missed her. it was good.
at like 1:00 in the morning we decided to be rebels& snuck out of the house.
hahahahaha.
we walked & sat on swings.
then we walked some more & came to a pool where we snuck in & had a little late night swim.
it was very funn.
i am a loser when it comes to going over gates though.
if the police would have come i woulda been screwed.
we walked back & fell in to bed at like 4.
then slept till 2:30.
it was a wonderful time.
now i'm home and just watched the best movie ever.
the jacket.
rent it.
lovelovelove.
<3<3<3
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| Oh, we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial. |
[22 Jul 2005|03:53pm] |
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so i'm back home.
i was at lo's house for a week. serisouly.
it was a lot of fun.
i got to see jordan my favorite cali person ever.
& one of my top 5 people ever.
of course.
we chilled at the mall for a while. then went up to super target where we got tank tops & purses & ate a ton of "free" candy.
she is a mighty sneaky one lemme tell you.
the master.
i miss her. she needs to move back to raleigh.
that night i went to the movies with lo with one of her friends emily.
we saw Wedding Crashers.
funniest movie.ever. i was cracking up.
everyone has to see it.
the next day we chilled at home and i forget what we did.
we went out to eat at Salsa Fresh & that night got "crazy crunk" as she called it.
funniest stuff ever happened.
wow. wow.wow.
the next day was lo's suprise bday party which the night before i accidently told her about.
i felt real bad.
so we had her party and then emily and this cute boy BA came home with us.
they left.
the next day was an all out Laguna Beach marathon. (she got the DVD for her bday)
dinner at Moes. YUMMMx10,80,840,832,408,324.
then i came home today.
tonite i'm sleeping at Ms. Hayley's house.
i can't wait.
jordan = sad i'm not seeing you.
lovelovelovelove.
<3<3<3
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| you don't realize how lovely you are |
[18 Jul 2005|12:04am] |
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the click five <3 |
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So i'm offically & toattly HOME!
like it's fing wonderful! i'm so happy.
i mean FL rocked & everyhing but i missed home & all my friends.
soo i talked to one of my friends today for the first time in like months.
& it was soo nice. i hadn't realized how much i missed her till i talked to her.
it makes me happy.
i realized how much i really need my friends.
i'm seeing one of the loves of my life jordan tomorrow. heck friggin yes.
& i cannot wait to see everyone else.
i'm seeing lo tomorrow whose movin soon which compelety sux.
like we may not get along sometimes but she's one of my favorite people.
ever.
so i don't know.
hayley = seeing you soon.
wow. i missed home.
lovelovelove.
<3 <3 <3
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[19 Jun 2005|08:08pm] |
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Saves the Day<3 |
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So i'm in the moutains & i'm bored.
like really really really insanely crazly bored.
i've been takin like crazy amounts of myspace pictures.
hahahaha wow.
my grandparents are wonderful & buy me things.
but that is not why they are wonderful.
it's just a plus.
sooo yeah.
ohmygod soooo if you've never watched the show "Degrassi" you should.
cuz it serisouly rocks & all that neat stuff.
also i've been reading: Party Monser, Requiem for a Dream, Shrimp, & A million little pieces.
i haven't read so much in like forever.
but i'm leaving for FL tomorrow.
& will hav no computer access whatsoever.
so calll meeeee please.
cannot wait to get tantantantanx805804385.
but yeah.
now that i offically sound like a loser.
i will end this entry.
i cannot wait to get home & have fun w/ everyone.
love.love.love.love.
<3
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| And dreams came around you in a hazy rain...<3 |
[15 Jun 2005|09:19pm] |
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Something Corporate<3 |
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yesterday i went to the mall with lauren & tiffany.
it was fun. we ate at Twisted Fork.
& i got a wonderful plate of pasta.
& ate all of it very fast. & ate a lot of bread cause the bread there is like heaven esp with their butter on it. lemme just say WOW.
then we walked around the mall.
& i got my first ever McFrosty or whatever it's called. Oreo i might add.
then we got bored with the mall & sat outside.
i sat under a tree on a rock & felt very calm in my sunglasses. then we took pictures since it was the last time i'd see Tiffany. ever. then me & lauren sat on a hill. & after reading a sign about no climbing on rocks, we climbed on the rocks. we are such rebels. then lauren & me had a grass fight.
& tiffany said "throw that grass at me and i'll kick your ass" or something witty with rythming but i can't remember.
robert was supposed to meet us to say goodbye. but in typical robert fashion he never showed up. then tiffany had to leave. so we all hugged her goodbye.
& it was very sad.
& it sucked.
then me, lauren, & kacie ran around the mall.
but we got really bored.
so we took a stroll up to super target.
& she called these boys that she knows to come hang out with us.
& they came. & we left & found a parking lot & smoked.
& then they drove us back to Super Target & chilled there for a while. then walk back to the mall.
where these scary mexican guys stopped their car & watched us climb down a hill. & i tried to think of how you say "go" in spanish but i couldn't remember. damn not paying attention in class.
then we just walked around.
& went home w/ lauren .
& slept over.
This morning I went to the Art Museum to look at Art.
& it was pretty.
then i went to a middle eastern resturant.
& got wonderful food.
yummmm.
tomorrow i leave for FL till July 14.
so call me.
miss me.
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| here's a song for you lovely.....<3 |
[13 Jun 2005|08:13pm] |
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oh, you humor me today
calling me out to play
with your telescope eyes, metal teeth
i can't be seen with you, you see
please don't make me cry
please don't make me cry
i'm just like you, i know you know
i'm just like you so leave me alone
go cry, go run away
let your short legs carry you away
with your telescope eyes, metal teeth
i can't be seen with you
please don't make me cry
please don't make me cry
i'm just like you, i know you know
i'm just like you so leave me alone
please don't make me cry
please don't make me cry
i'm just like you, i know you know
i'm just like you, so leave me alone
please don't make me cry
please don't make me cry
i'm just like you, i know you know
i'm just like you, so leave me alone
please don't make me cry
please don't make me cry
i'm just like you, i know you know
i'm just like you, so leave me alone
<3
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| Paper clips, and long road trips, make for silly stories. <3 |
[12 Jun 2005|05:12pm] |
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So today was a wonderful day.
Me, kacie, & hayley went to the flea market.
Before we grabed yummy bagels & listened to Coldplay & Eisley.
We got to the Flea Market & got LOADS of amazing jewlery.
necklaces.earrings.bangles.
::smile::
there was also this really cool hippie/bohemian place.
where i got an awesome skirt.
i.love.it.
<kacie got one too & hayley got a dress>
we also met this smoothie guy who gave us smoothies of course.
he gave them to us like half off or whatever. yummmmm.
then it started to rain.
so we left.
& it was fun.
& i have crazy amounts of jewlery.
& i feel very spolied.
florida = 3 days.
cannot.wait.
there till July 14th.
sad/happy.
<3 <3 <3
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[11 Jun 2005|05:01pm] |
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So i've been havin alot of fun lately.
went to the beach w/ tif and lo.
it was like a goodbye thing since both of them are moving.
& it makes me really really really sad.
but we had fun
& i got lots of sun.
& met a guy who said he lived with elf's & faries.
yeah. he was w-w-wasted
& it was really hot though.
like a walk through hell w/ occasional hot boys telling
me all the things i've done wrong."
_Tif
last nite lo slept over.
& we watched a ton of movies
& slept late.
& had fun
robert can't go to the beach.
surprise. surprise.
his gf is coming into town.
i'm talkin to jordan online
she's coming here sooooooon
i.cannot.wait.
the.end.
<3
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[08 Jun 2005|11:02pm] |
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When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?&
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
When high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
i.
want.
that.
<3
but i think everyone does...
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[08 Jun 2005|06:13pm] |
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So i had a good last 2 days. (!)
yesterday i got my hair done. it is red, basically like it was before it started to fade, maybe darker & a tad reder. then i got 'side bangs' if you would call it that.
but hayley fixed them so it is alll gooooood.
after my hair it began to RAIN & my mom started freak out. & made us stop @ the bank.
then she decided we would try to drive again. but then we stopped. again. this time @ friday's.
it was not fun. because friday's lights had gone out so i couldn't even eat.
it made me sad.
then it finally stopped raining. (!)
so we were FINALLY on our way to pick up ms. hayley.
i rented movies. & got food.
& then we picked her up.
the rest of the night was fun.fun.fun.
makeup.hair.SPUN.laughing.my sad eye.music.SMORES.
it was a very rad time.
i needed it.
we fell asleep around 6AM & decided we were going to get up early to go swimming.
only we slept till 3PM so the pool was out.
so we ate.
then she had to go home.
it was fun.fun.fun.
& now i'm home & watchin tv.
tomorrow i was supposed to go out to 2 eat w/ my mom's friend.
but we're not.
whatever.
i'm not sure what i'm up too.
i'll figure it out.
but i'm done.
2nd entry.
the.end.
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[06 Jun 2005|09:36pm] |
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so today was a complete waste of my day. i didn't do anything. i woke up at like 3:something. serisouly.
i never sleep that late.
the day consisted of sleeping, watching tv, eating, myspace, & talking on the phone.
wow.
it seems like at the beginging of summer i was doing something everyday & now i'm not doing anything. which isn't really true when i think about it. i'm just in a werid mood.
yesterday was Hayley's bday. & it was lots of fun.
mo's house.pool.strawberry short cake.swimming.stupid little kids.fun.
so last week i saw my friend robert. who i hadn't seen in forever. since i got in trouble with him. sounds juicy but it really wasn't. the last time i saw him was around Novemember.
he used to be my best friend.
i hadn't talked to him since April. it makes me sad.
we are supposed to hang out this wk. go to the beach. but i doubt it. his life is crazy now & things never work out.
tomorrow i'm getting my hair done. dying it red & getting more side bangs. then hayley's coming over.
it should be fun.
i'm watching The Ring & it's freaking me out.
so this was my frist entry.
i wonder how i did.
tell me.
blahhhh.
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